I just asked
a friend for
a writing prompt, and she couldn't
think of anything.
When I asked for
a word, any word, she suggested '
coffee'. So
I shall
write my
thoughts about
coffee.
I've never been
a coffee drinker.
I don't really have much against
coffee, but it's in the realm of substances that little kids
don't naturally indulge in, and growing
up, never suddenly seemed appealing.
Coffee and tobacco,
really. Which isn't to say that
I didn't find
myself in
a quite
grown-up life of drugs,
alcohol, crime, and sexual deviance. My abstinence from
coffee is hardly an outgrowth from
a desire to stay
pure, unspoiled, youthful, etc.
I just always got my caffeine from Mountain Dew, which was always more readily
available than
coffee.
It's interesting
how coffee has become
a codeword for
sex, in some contexts. Or at least intimate encounters. I've caught
myself agreeing to
go out for
coffee with
someone with absolutely
no intention to drink
coffee, just an understanding that they
wanted an opportunity to engage in more intimate
conversation with
me, or
go somewhere to physically express their
feelings for
me, and they just
wanted a more tasteful way to put it.
Honestly, I've always disliked the
taste and
smell of
coffee.
Although the first
kiss that
I shared with my first girlfriend (
who was
a senior in my highschool while
I was
a sophomore) was flavored with the
warm coffee that she had been
drinking during the chilly walk to the Student Center.
We had
games to make
up for
how nervous and
awkward we felt.
One of them was
truth or dare.
We found a private corner of the building and traded
a few obligatory
easy truths. Then
I asked
her "
Truth or dare?". She
said dare.
I waited for
a moment, holding
her in anticipation.
I half-whispered "
Kiss me".
I can
still taste the
coffee on
her lips.